Have you ever faked a smile? I have. I am happy for the most part. I have a great boyfriend that loves me and cares about me. I have a great best friend who would do anything for me. I am going to college to, hopefully, be what I have always wanted to be. What could possibly be wrong?
I seem to stress way too much about anything and everything. I can't help it at all and it really sucks. Things at home really stress me out. My parents do the best they can but I can just tell when things aren't right and it really bothers me. I stay at my boyfriends most of the time, thinking I can get away from the stress. I don't have a car of my own and it is really driving me crazy and I would do almost anything to get it back so I can do what I want, when I want without having to depend on someone for the first time in my life.
I am out of school for summer vacation. I go back to school at the end of August. Last semester I worked really hard and I stressed out super bad. School stresses me and upsets me when I do poorly. I want to be a Registered Nurse so badly I cannot stand it but it seems that when I do bad on one test, I feel that I will never be able to accomplish what I want to do. I hate that I have such low self-steem and no confidence in myself and my work.
Even though I worry, get upset, and stress way too much.. I know that everything will be okay. I know that I will be fine. I know that my life will be perfect, in it's own way. I stop and say to myself.. "Just Breathe." I may not be the prettiest, smartest, or richest girl in the world. But I have people who love me and people I know I can ALWAYS count on. No matter how upset or stressed I get I have just got to remember to "just breath." I WILL succeed and I will come out on top.
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