Best Friends Forever... Not

Everyone has a best friend growing up... I was fortunate enough to have one that live nearby. I could see her whenever I wanted to. We basically lived at one anothers house. Me and my family done a lot of things for her, things they didn't have to do, things most people would never do. At age 4, I had a best friend, at age 4 I thought we'd be best friends forever, at age 4 I had no clue what life was really like..

All through elementary school I had her as a best friend. Of course, I had other friends as well but she was ALWAYS my best. We done everything together, we were always talking. She was a grade below me so when I left elementary school to go to highschool she was still in elementary. Most people would think that'ss when we grew apart but we didn't, we stayed really close. I told her everything, she told me everything (I thought).

She always had a boyfriend when we were friends. Sometimes I thought she was constantly blowing me of for her boyfriend or some of her other guys friends. Sounds selfish of me, I know. But she was my best friend.. I didn't really have anyone but her. She said things she didn't really mean, she said she was going to do stuff, she never did.. I did not approve of some things she did, at all.. Our friendship faded when me and Tyler started talking.

Long story short with her and Tyler... They were once a thing and she didn't do him right and I fell for him. Some people think it's bad of me that I dated him after what they had.. I don't think there is nothing wrong with it because after all the things she and him said and done to each other. He deserved someone good and so did I..

I always said I would NEVER let a boy come between me and a friend.. But I kind of, sort of did. I regret it in a way, but in a way I don't.. I would never make someone choose because it is a very tough decision, one of the hardest I have ever had to make... I will always be her friend deep down, but we will sadly never be as close as we once was.

In my opinion, I made the right decision choosing my boyfriend over me and hers' friendship. Tyler will always be there for me, he will never lie to me, cheat on me, use me, and I can always count on him. And If I didn't make the choice I made, me and Tyler would have never fell into something so beautiful... L<3VE

...Fight For What You Believe In...